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Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when yo [04 Jan 2011|11:50am]
[ mood | FRANTIC ]

.Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want..

BAM! Thats exactly how i feel. Might be cheesy but its soooo fuckin true. I have a good friend, maybe a best friend who is much older than me and has been single for the 11 plus years that i have known him. I truly dont understand it at all. I like this girl so much right now that im pretty sure im obsessing, thats healthy. If i loose her from my life i would loose it. Much worse than loosing Sarah. Sarah is an awful person, I just miss her daughter that was the worse part of our breakup. I hate Sarah!!! its also healthy to hate.

Its also healthy to loose your mind, its also healthy to healthy to healthy too.

~J

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[16 Jan 2005|05:11am]
People can be so unreasonable when there are in denial. Its so insane its also insanely late well i guess not considering i have only been awake for like 12 hrs so far

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[13 Jan 2005|04:52am]
I cut so much happiness from my life with one simple decision, I didn’t know it at the time of course. I never would have know it either if I wouldn’t have made that the decision...

~J

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I wasn't ready to leave... [15 Dec 2004|01:08pm]
That morning I woke up but I wasn’t ready to leave. It didn’t feel right...just yet. There was so much more I wanted to experience with you, So much more I wanted to do with you, I needed to know you inside and out. Everything about you was so beautiful. I never knew a girl could make me feel that way. That last kiss you gave me will haunt me forever. Getting in my car and driving away...I don’t know how I didn’t cry. Looking back at you waving to me...I never felt such love and sadness at the same time. I didn’t know that I would only see you once again after that. If you would have told me then I wouldn’t have believed it.

I wasn’t ready to leave...Jenna.

~J

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What It Could Have Meant To Me... [14 Dec 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | determined ]

This life I am just sitting here, Give me just one year. Just one more year to fix everything that has gone wrong in the last five. Thats all I need, I'll undo it all in 12 months. I Promise.

~J

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Ya know something... [27 Jul 2004|10:28pm]
Last Winter was great...It rocked. I had so much fun every time Clint and Kevin would come up to see me and going out to "Calviers"...Filming the "dozing off" skits in my basement. Hanging out with Ryan and going to the club. Yeah last winter was pretty sweet. Last winter was the best winter I have had since winter 99/00. I do like Winters. Damn last winter rocked!!

~J

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[10 Jun 2004|08:18pm]
Everyone from 2 years ago...They Are BACK!!!

~J

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[13 Mar 2004|05:00am]
I should have never have left that year; What was I thinking; What a fool I was!!!


It wasnt to late...


~J

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[18 Feb 2004|05:23pm]
But i'm still trying
just to figure out why
this feels so wrong
when it felt so right
felt so right four years ago

So please don't go away
won't this feeling
stay with me forever
whatever i say
please don't go away
i just want this to
stay with me forever

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Waiting for these moments all my life [11 Feb 2004|03:04am]
Just tell me one thing:

What did you do December of 1999, can you remember every fucking detail and do you miss it so much that you sometimes can't sleep at night because of it?

~J

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Just give me a chance... [28 Jan 2004|03:18am]
[ mood | determined ]

I mean I feel...I feel as tho the 3 of us are the funniest people ever, but in our everyday lives when we are apart it doesnt. When we are together tho; there truly is no stoping us and our potential. Some things I never ever want to change and I would and will give anything thing for them to remain the same or better, actually much, much better.

I personally dont know why in public when I am by myself I dont feel like myself, but when I am with my friends I feel so much more alive and as if this were the way I am suppose to be; I think maybe its because...


~J

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[07 Jan 2004|02:45am]
I can not wait to become famous. Also...

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[14 Dec 2003|05:52am]
Soon enough

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[28 Nov 2003|02:54am]
Earth
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.


What's your element
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... [28 Nov 2003|02:46am]
I never had so much fuckin' fun in my entire fuckin' life fuckin'...

~J

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[26 Nov 2003|02:40am]
[ mood | content ]

Oh Shit, I am updating my journal...

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This Goodbye is forever and so are the memories... [09 May 2003|02:08pm]
Goodbye. I love you. Thank you for all the amazing memories.

~J

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[09 Feb 2003|03:29pm]
From here on out all my journal entries will be friends only.

~J

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I guess everyone has their own unique drug [05 Feb 2003|04:53am]
And just think, this life came so close to never happening...


~J

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Living the dream baby, living the dream [03 Feb 2003|01:47am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

It reminds me of those nights when those fucking losers would never leave
It reminds me of the person you once where
It reminds me of everything that I never want to be
It reminds me to respect people who have beliefs
It reminds me of how boring your lifestyle is
It reminds me of how unique my personaility is
It reminds me of how bad I never want fucking see you again

~J

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